Lauren C. Gorgo

Because life wasn't challenging enough for you this month, I would
like to offer you an additional spiritual test. Ready?

Step 1) Take a really deep breath.

Step 2) Now hold it.

Step 3) Til June.

...because this is when we will finally be able to exhale.

Seem impossible? Not in comparison to what the universe threw at us
the last 4 weeks.

Luckily though, there are just a few more days left in May...and
celestially speaking, some noteworthy ones at that. For example...

Remember that little conjunction of Chiron and Neptune with Jupiter
that I mentioned in the last update? Well, you can thank it for
pulling that life-size rug out from under you the last couple weeks
with regard to any so-called "plans" for your future.

Apparently this celestial mockery... coupled with the Wesak full moon,
the new moon in Gemini and above all else, Mercury Retrograde...was
just the astral cocktail needed to push us way beyond our limits (as
if we had any left) under the guise of assisting us to step solidly on
our path and stay there with rugged determination.

And just when you thought it couldn't get any worse ; ))

If you are finding yourself in that familiar void where nothing is
moving, there is no support to be found, nothing to grab onto, or
where things seem more than just a little uncertain again, {even
things you thought (operative word here) you were absolutely certain
about}, don't worry, we are just being spun through another cosmic
rinse cycle in one "last" attempt to dislodge the goo. And this cycle
spanned the whole human gamut of relationships, health AND
finances...that way no one feels left out.

It may definitely seem like these heavenly bodies were teaming up
against us in some sick conspiracy for domination over our conscious
will and well being, but this jam-packed month is actually providing
us with an enormous opportunity to really ground ourselves in
preparation for what June has to offer.

Basically, this meant that any remaining darkness in need of
illumination was highlighted this month... and in some cases, thrown
in our faces... so that we could clearly see where we needed to make
new choices to align with our highest good.

The first two weeks of May offered us an opportunity to check in with
our higher self & purpose to see if we were FULLY in alignment with
our true spiritual path. As a result, many tests surfaced for those
who still needed a nudge to choose the correct path and these tests
provided us the opportunity to base that choice on what feels right or
what we think is right.

For all of us, especially those still struggling with the higher
choice, (and in case your still being tested, its the one that feels
good), the second two weeks of May have been offering us the ability
to clear out those fears preventing us from fully grounding this
higher path into form. This basically amounts to choosing the thoughts
that feel good and in this regard you may have been presented, yet
again, with some colossal fears that have been lingering in your
shadow and following you the whole way home.

And this is basically what May was all about...showing us exactly
which fears were preventing us from dragging our second foot over the
dimensional threshold.

If you are one who has been experiencing creepy old fears, keep in
mind that in the reality of polarity, the purpose of fear is to
remember that we have the choice, in every moment, to choose
love...and that every choice we make to accept the thought that feels
good is a step in the direction of the source of our power.

These remaining days of May may actually be your chance to JUST SAY NO
to fear for the final time! June is opening with a hard core "jumping
in" energy right off the bat, so as Mercury turns direct on May 30th
and we begin to move forward again, be sure to leave your illusions at
the door.

Stepping out of Spirituality and into Reality

If May served to clear the runway for our arrival, then June will
certainly be the time to buckle up and prepare to land.

This is the time we have all been waiting for, when we finally get to
touch down and place both of our feet firmly on new ground. And this
will also be a clearly defining moment for those who have done the
work as well as those "spiritual seekers" with no connection or
interest in the material world. Depending on your karmic inventory,
June will provide you with either a permanent landing or a
transitional layover.

Because we are grounding so rapidly into the earth now, those who have
yet to merge the spiritual (female) and material (male) planes will
find that they have more clearing to do in order to fully access the
many gifts of the higher dimensions. Not good or bad, better or worse,
just universal timing according to each individual and divine
blueprint.

Those who have already taken full responsibility for healing
themselves, their relationships and their lives, and have cleaned out
all karmic clutter, integrated new and higher ways of being and have
FULLY accepted that the true spiritual human experience is one of
limitless abundance on every level...including financial... will be
provided with a new stage, new actors & new props...but this time,
without a script.

Yup...that's the end of hand-holding.

We are becoming fully empowered beings of light here to cocreate with
those of like-mind and in divine union with Source. As a result, we
will have to rewrite our own scripts to better suit our new awareness
and desires as we come together in communities of vibrational
alignment to support one another in our interests & passions.

The new moon this past weekend served to completely sever our ties to
old contracts as either spiritual enablers or antagonists in our
relationships with others. You may have experienced this as a feeling
of being set free, or not wanting to carry the weight or energetic
burdens of others any longer, do more than your share, or you may have
come to this awareness through a sudden and sobering look at your own
ridiculous behavior in relationships... wondering who you were and why
you acted the way you did for so long. These are all indications of
bumping up to our destination vibration and as a result, feeling free
to let go and move on in our personal journey.

This severing may have also kicked up some feelings of resentment as
we were suddenly aware of how much of ourselves we gave away by
"carrying the load" for others for so long. This vibrational break-
thru can be quite jolting if you are not conscious of the energy
behind it, but this eye-opening experience served to dissolve any past
encumbrances that would weigh down our soul-centered relationships in
the future, while allowing for the necessary soul reunions to
reconnect on a higher level.

Now that these old roles have officially expired and we are completely
released from the responsibility of having to hold the space for
others, we will be capable to use our energy solely for the purposes
of creating our new lives and manifesting our true desires.

And this will also mean developing a brand new relationship with
matter in the material world. (More on that to come)

The energy of June

The incoming energy of June carries the vibration of action &
solutions. This new vibe is already peeking through the clouds in
small ways, but will be felt more fully when Mercury turns direct on
May 30th. With it will come many resolutions for all those
uncertainties kicked up during retrograde, as well as those little
manifestations that went missing for weeks, in addition to new
openings and opportunities for great expansion.

All in all, I am hearing that there will be a clear dimensional divide
that becomes very evident by the solstice and for those boarding the
train to their new lives, June will feel very different than May.
There is also a relatively short window of recalibration that will
commence prior to the solstice but I am told that this bump up will be
more or less a completion of the grounding process already in action.

While we are still teetering on the border of these dimensional
fields, preparing to shove off into the new and true, and with the
expiration of our old contracts, the remaining days of May are
providing us with the re-patterning necessary to shift our perceptual
field entirely to the new energy grids so that we can click securely
into place which will ultimately enable us to stand firmly in the new
earth.

And as always, the physical experience of grounding is not a
comfortable one. The pain of inhabiting our full biology is one we
have been enduring for many years, but this month the physical
discomfort of such rapid detoxification has reached record-breaking
highs for some.

This intensity is primarily because many are at the final stages of
grounding, and so close to spiritual mastery, that every inch of our
body is being scoured and purified in preparation for the flow of
goodness wanting to be birthed into the physical world through each
clear conduit of divine inspiration.

And that means YOU.

So, essentially we are each becoming a nexus point on earth where
spirit meets matter...the living examples of vibrational mastery...
that which is now possible for all others to achieve.

And THAT...according to our ascended elders... makes each of us a
really BIG deal.

Get ready to exhale!

In great anticipation,
Lauren

www.ThinkWithYourHeart.net